Song Of The Day

Another precious-waiting blog entry baked from the oven...

Well,I'm waiting for my photos from Nicholas, so can't update anything yet.
Anyway,today I feel so wanna sing this song today..
Share with u all here (the lyrics),here is it...
If u know how to sing,sing together lo...

歌：手放开
李圣杰

我把自己关起来
只留下一个阳台　
每当天黑推开窗户
我对着夜幕发呆看着往事
一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开
听着别人的对白　
也许那些故事 可以给我一个交代
你要的爱 我学不来　
眼睁睁看情变坏
人怔怔看情感慨

* 不能给你未来我还你现在　
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来
伤已超载　
分开也是另一种明白

我给你
#最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白　
把爱收进胸前左边口袋

最后的疼爱是手放开　
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台
有人走 有人来　
我的心是一个站牌
写着等待

Repeat * , #

我把收音机打开 听着别人的失败　
哽咽的声音彷彿诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖 还在胸怀　
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易
被伤害

T.T

MAPCU Chess Competition

MAPCU CHESS COMPETITION
Location: IMU
Date: 11.4.2009 (Saturday)

This is my worst chess competition I ever participated, in term of performance. Horrible result! I never experience such result lehz! T.T

The game is played in group based. 1 group consists of 4 people(3 boys,1 girls),and each people is assigned to eacho board. I was assigned to first board, swt...first board are usually all the pros, and yea, I definitely got beaten, harshly!

6 matches played,guess how many match I win!?
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1st match - LOSE (Time pressure + Disadvantage on chess pieces)
2nd match - DRAW (Time pressure - the most relieve and most frustrating game I ever had. I am winning the match,but just one step of blunder and follow by another step of wrong-moved,turn the game around,and in the end,I have 1 king against 1 queen,1 king.Basically I was playing for a stalemate/draw,and in the end,I do get it. It's funny if you ask me how I get that draw.)
3rd match - LOSE (Low concentration + Blunder - technically in good position and should have win by material but 1 blunder is enough to blow my chance away. Fastest lost I had.)
4th match - LOSE (Low concentration + VS another team of INTI UC)
5th match - LOSE (Time pressure + Opponent rating 1800 - The most interesting and enjoyable game I had. Ya, I lost, but I lost the game happily, consider his rating is high, and I lose due to time pressure.
6th match - LOSE (Tired + Blunder - Another low concentration performance.)

Wait...so it means that I drawn 1 match and lose the other 5?
Yes,it is! That's why I said it's the worst chess competition I ever participated.Haish...
1. My chess really deteriorated ady.
2. Insufficient sleep last night.
No,have to change this fact!Gotta improve ady!I never went to a competition where I have not win a single match!

Anyway,the trip to the venue there is quite nice too.
Met some new friends, got a chance to look how IMU looks like...
Then met Weei Foong and Shiong Qi there..
After the competition, went back to INTI again and prepare for exam lu^^.

Weei Foong & Me.
Shiong Qi and Me.

Thanks Shiong Qi for your phone camera. Nice to meet you guys again...^^

Happy VS Sad

Hey Hey,I'm sorry i don't update my blog often.Actually I'm quite touched when some people still care that my blog don't get updated. At least it tells me that some people still care on looking my blog. So thanks for y beloved readers. In cantonese : doh jeh sai~

Anyway,today no picture..too sad!Sorry lar,because I din have any pictures to share lately. But I can tell you what I basically do this few days/weeks. Study of course,attending class,go CC play l4d sometimes,go supper,play dota on garena,busy with rural camp,and keng gai lo.So basically nothing much to share la..

What I'm going to do today is share a topic. Happy VS Sad. Exam/Final is just around the corner, so I'm sure you guys will be receiving internal marks ady,or maybe if you start to study ady. Do you feel depressed when you start to feel like "Oh My God,I can't finish my study ady.What can I do?I'm going to die..." or maybe "What the hell am I doing in the test just now?I'm going to fail in my exam?" or perhaps "I should have get better for that score!". Well,whichever thinking will always lead to one result...sad,or in another word,depress! Well,that's fairly normal because people expect themselves to score better result! Expectation is high! But when the expectation is high, let's assume if you fall on a subject, probably you will get so depress that you think your future will be destroyed.

Well well, why not try positive thinking in counter of those thinking? Why not try these thinking "Well,I'm going to calm down,read as much as I can,and don't get stress up.If there is problem,I can always consult my friend/lecturer." or maybe "It's not I don't do well,it's just the exam paper is hard.Well,my friend says the paper is hard too." or perhaps "I will do better next time in order to balance my bad result." Isn't that thinking better? It may sounds that you are actually lying to yourself, but it will definitely makes you feel happier, or at least, you don't get upset easily. Why make you life miserable when you have another alternative choice?

I had get back my Microeconomic's internal marks today and to be honest, it's not good at all. However, I don't feel upset as I would last time. It's not that I don't care about my result anymore, but will the result change because I upset? Nope. So why upset? It's useless...You know what I think when I got my internal marks? I start to arrange my strategy.."OK,can't aim for A now, so let's go for B+ now.I'm going to start finding ppl to teach me micro, score better in the final." And that's it! (actually I do feel envious for the people sitting beside me,hahaha...). Another example will be the time when I watch my favourite football team. Well, if my favourite football team is losing, usually I will be very upset,don't talk a lot,and you can see there's "acid" around my face. (Ask my friends and family) But then, what I found out myself is that recently, even when they are losing/not scoring...I can still laugh...while my other friend keep on scolding "F..F..F"!

So, do feel happy. Happy makes u healthier, it makes your life better, and you won't feel everything is against you. I can do it, so why not you? =)

Mixed Mood with Mixed Matter

4.20am!
I put my glasses on the table,grasp my eyes and make a yawn - preparing to sleep.
But since I'm playing my TT player,and the songs still have half to go, so I let it play until it finish before I officially get to my bed.What a wrong decision to be - cause I can't go to bed earlier now.
While I let the songs play free,I went to surf some people blog - mine included. Then I surf Mei Ting's blog.Wah,ppl went to Australia ady,so syok hor there.Then I saw how happy she was,I feel a sudden kind of happy and touched.Okay,now let me turn my feelings to words now,because now probably I can express myself the best.If I were to write it tomorrow,then the feelings will be all gone - and since I havent update my blog for so long d.

Okay,I guess I'm to write a long essay.
Well,let's started of from Mei Ting blog lar...you may ask me why happy lehz?
Erm,I dunno,when someone is happy,honestly and sincerely I do feel happy for him/her.
She & her bf so lovely,see ady I oso envy nia><>
Nola,that's not the point I want to say,I just feel that,actually...happiness really matter the most in this world.
Ya i know Sze Yun what you want to say...

Hmm...I'm quite a perceptual person.
I don't cry,I get touched by something easily.

Something I don't realise when I'm at home.
But I realise it now at college.
Last friday my parents went to Kuala Lumpur,and I went to meet them.
I'm so happy to meet them, although it's just 1 1/2 month since I last meet them.
Then they brought me eat ho liao!Although not some sort of "luxury food" such as abalone/shark fins...but grilled fish is very nice!!!Oh I want to eat again....Oh by the way,I'm food lovers...Do you love food?Because I LOVE FOOD!
Ok,then I got to enjoy many great food on friday,saturday and sunday.Of course I won't miss our My Assam Laksa!Loving it Loving it!
Oh I may take a break here and let's about...FOOD!!!

I went to Old Town Coffee with my aunt and mum.Then mum & me ordered a white coffee (GAO). Order number is 102 ahr if I'm not mistaken. Wah, you can't underestimate how GAO is it leh..Because this is my first try,so I thought it's should not be that saturated as I will imagine.But the first sip cancel out my assumption. OMG!really GAO la!one sip will cause...cause...what that scientific term d har!Opposite of osmosis wan!Aiyar,i forget dy,haven't study bio for a long time dy,many term forgotten lo. Icy white coffee at old town coffee,tested at Sunway Pyramid,worth a try and it's as cheap as RM 3 I think. But if u cant stand saturated drink,please don't try wo!!Then later that night,I went to Pavillion,and there's when I went into Food heaven. For those who went to Pavillion's food court before,can you imagine how big that Food court is!?OMG!Mata Rambang la see all those food!Nasi Lemak,Mee Jawa,Assam Laksa,Curry Food,Char Kuoy Teow,Little Wok,Sizzling Noodle,Claypot Rice,Chicken Rice,Grilled fish etc etc etc. OHH MYY GOD!How am I going to choose!?I feel I'm bad you know?Cause when there's not enough variety in the food,I complain.When there are too much to choose,I also complain.Oh come on lar,I'm not singaporean citizen.Hehehehehe....

At last at last,my cousins ate char kuoy teow. My uncle ordered Nasi Lemak Rendang.Wah.....gouli nice lo!!!Then dad ordered Jawa Mee & Assam Laksa (sure for me and my bro d lar),and then I ordered grilled fish with rice (picture below).FOOD TALKS! Oh u know my mouth is flooding now?But at the end of the day...I still love penang food!HAHAHAHA...

To mum & dad:
When I'm at home,I don't know the love you gave me.But when I'm at outside,I felt it.Thank you so much for the patient you gave me,the love you gave me...I really love you all.

Ok probably I will need to stop talking about food d cause I know your mouth will be flooding too.Hmmm...let's talk about the school events happening here. Recently we had a lot a lot a lot of activities.The picture above shows Student Forum held by INTIMA Service Cell. Then there are some other major events such as Orien Night,Amazing Tace,Sports Fiesta & INTI Inter College Skill Challenge held recently.Too bad I didn't join any of those sports event!Aiks Aiks...
Oh ya,recently played a new game. Left 4 dead!RECOMMENDED GAME!!Nice Nice...althought it's quite violent to be honest.

14th of February...Valentine's Day!As you know,nothing special for me today.It's just like going out with friends again this day.I went out with Fion,Bala,Chao Yuan,Meyven today to celebrate Valentine's Day.Too bad Chao Yuan need to handle his gf thing,feel pity for him la...Nvm la...we have our own celebration here.

Someday near the end of febraury,We went to Mid Valley lo(again....) to celebrate her earlier birthday. 12 people went to celebrate her birthday.She should be very happy lar.Then we went to Kim Gary restaurant...I had a very good time there,but had a bad time as well (cause I suck at bowling,haish........)

From left to right : Cen Ying, Fion, Me(damn ugly), Joanne, Say Khuan, Boon Jian, Chao Yuan, Ruey Jye, Bala (main character), Meyven , Xiao Hui.

Cameraman : Jason.

FUN PART gone,now here come the SUFFER PART!Yea,from all the previous photo,I may look very relax & free.No!This is not the case...1st. Tests. Wa lin eh...every week oso have test wan lo...Assignment...Each week will have at least 1 assignment meeting...Homework..infinity...and now recently I joined Rural Camp (RC),tudioooo....lagi cham lo.Every day at least sleep at 2am!But don't worry,I won't have insomnia or sleeping disorder,cause as soon as I touched my bed, ntg will wake me up =) But I'm glad that I joined Rural Camp. Yea, it costs a lot of my study time, but I believe I will learn a lot from this camp.I'm so happy to meet my tuan kang zhu!!!

5th or March - Bala birthday. One more time, we give her another suprise.OMG!She is so touched until her hand shakes.Hahaha...she received a teddy bear lu....and then here we goes...play Mafia until 2pm!!Huhu...

Ok la...share so many things ady, time to end ady...I still have a lot to say actually but times don't allow me. see la...now it'a 5 d...

Time to go to bed...next time I won't leave my song half-play d!!

Hahahaha

My Chinese New Year 2009

Today last day Of Chinese New Year ady..(sad sad)
Anyway,for the last time this year,let me wish you all again,Happy Chinese New Year.
I had a very fun chinese new year this year.
Again,below are the photos I taken during my CNY from CNY eve to 6th day (Days I stayed at Alor Star before I go back INTI)

Chinese New Year Eve:


Dad and mum...we are having reunion dinner. ^^
So many families =)
My cousin. Cute isn't he!? ><

Angpow session lo. Wah, ah gong ah ma giv angpow to 3rd uncle lor =)

1st day of CNY:

Place I always go this day...Chee Yang Kor!A place made by me!?Nono,it's just coincidently my name is there!But I'm of proud of myself,aiks...

Temple....

Go mum's side grandma house. Bro watching TV!

Later that nite,watched show at a/s mall.Met hui xiang...

2nd day of CNY:

Eat lunch again at 1st uncle house.

Then that night, go aunt's house. Steamboat + gamble lo...wah children oso involved!? LOL!

3rd day of CNY:

Went gathering. Took picture with sze yun!?Me handsome or Sze Yun pretty!?

Prefect's gathering(my batch). spot me!?

Then we went Cha Zhen's house. That Sze Yun won't miss a chance to smile at the camera ya...=.=

4th day of CNY:

Went Queensbay,Penang. Havent came here for half a year ady,nice decoration though.

What so special about this photo?Hmm...Noboby knows but me.

Then Kok Pin & Evonne came and meet me.Aiyoooor long time din meet them ady....misssss them so much >.<

After that we went to Kek Lok Si.

Nice?

Wow!?

5th day of CNY:

Had house warming.Many people came...but foods didn't finish...TT

6th Day of CNY:

Went to uncle's house again. We went yam cha with them...but where is everyone!?

Ohhh...they are sneaking food at the back.Wait for me!!

I'm gonna miss CNY ><

1 Day Trip To KL and Kajang

Today (11/01/2009) I woke up pretty early. I'm going KL with frens again..
Jason miss call me early in the morning...and I woke up unwillingly..took my bath and went to meet them.
The people who were going to the KL & Kajang trip included : Fion, Jason, Ruey, Joanne, Cao Yuan, Cen Ying, Xiao Hui, Bala and me =)
Reached Times Square around 11.30am. Then, the first we do - make our belly's drum silent. We went to a restaurant called "gasoline". First time went to this restaurant!

Ordered Sky Juice (GASoline)!

Everyone is in the photo besides Jason (He is the cameraman!)

From Left : Ruey, Cao Yuan, Jason, Me

Of course Jason & Me (photo maniacs)

Fion & Me (argh I hate my spec)

Lemon chicken rice. Lunch I had!

At Berjaya Times Square With Ruey!

We went Berjaya Times Square, Sg. Wang & Low Yat. We spent most of the time at Low Yat cause Cen Ying wanted to buy a laptop n hp. I had a sore leg after 5 hours of shopping..Never shop that long before. After 7 hours of shop, eventually we left Low Yat and headed back to Kajang. Kajang is our main destination actually for that day. Kajang sate is our main dishes! The sate was delicious, but we walked quite a distance just for the sate. zZz..After sate, we went back Nilai. The trip was quite tiring, but it's fun because I went with so many friends =) No regret!

Sis Wedding

姐姐终于出嫁咯！
Last time I have beeen wondering when will sis marry. But now here it is, she is married! Supposingly I should be happy for her, but it turns up that I feel a bit of upset...(can explain why!?)

Anyway, sis wedding is a memorable one.
Cause as dad said...四喜临门
一喜：姐姐出嫁
二喜：入新家
三喜：全家人都出席姐姐结婚宴会
四喜：爸爸妈妈结婚恰好二十年了

Maybe a few years later, I will hear people calling me "叔叔" ady...
OMG, I feel so old!!!LOLZ...



姐姐和姐夫 Sis & his husband

一家人的照片，上图来个正经的，下图来个不正经的! Formal & Informal =.=